*cricket*

you know what?
i'm just gonna skip the whole "sorry for not posting" thing. because we all know that my blogging habits are odd, to say the least.


wow. this feels weird doing this again. it's been a while.

how are you?

i don't really have anything deep for you guys today.

what can i say? it's 2 in the morning. you take what you can get.


unless you want something deep.
i'm sure i can think of some attempt to be deep of mine from sometime since i last blogged and type it up.
i'll do that later on this post.

right now i think i'll just talk.
well, type, but you know what i mean.

yesterday, i reread the hunger games trilogy.
yes, all three.
yes, yesterday.
no, my summer job hasn't started yet. why do you ask?

i'm currently working on another musical. this time it's wizard of oz. i'm really excited.
i'm dance captain, which basically just means i have to make sure everyone knows the dances.
but i can't flip.
there's a dance where the choreographer wants people flipping others, but the one thing i have not been able to do is flip. i just can't.
i also get to be a flying monkey, which pretty much makes my life.
mostly since that was one of my three goals for the end of the school year.
no, none of them involved doing well in my classes or on my exams. what? why are you looking at me like that?

lately i've been feeling like every day lasts a week. i'm not complaining, just commenting on it.

one reason i haven't blogged in a while is because for the last three weeks of school i would kind of write out blogs. i would basically just free write on a piece of paper. yes, this often happened in class. so that's my excuse. yes, it's lame. fine, i'll go sit under the box of shame (despicable me, anyone? anyone?).

ok, so i said i would remember one of my attempts to be deep, so, if you've stuck around this long, here you go.
who knows, it might be some food for thought.


i was talking to one of my friends. let's call her angela. we were talking about how we had recently discovered something about the history of one of our other friends. angela was trying to explain how that one piece of information made a lot of things make sense about that friend. she was trying to explain it and kept saying things like "it makes her less complex, well, it doesn't but it kinda does". i came up with an analogy for what i felt she was trying to say.

humans are complex. you cannot say that we are something simple because we aren't.
so what i was seeing in my mind as we were trying to word it correctly was this: a statue. not a simple statue. but a statue of a bunch of hands. you can see all of the hands from some point. all the hands are attached together with arms. you can see some of the arms and how they connect. but you can't see all of them.
learning that new thing about her was like shining a light on a new arm. yes, this also uses the over used "knowledge as light" analogy, but i'm sticking with it.


so, there you go.
my attempt to be deep.
woo.

i don't really have much more to add.

so, till next time, blog readers.

peace,love,andhugsandbutterflykisses.